He asked if she was okay what if she wasn't? was he going to have a change of heart? she laugh out for him to see but wept deep in her heart she tried so hard to forget him but remember him yet her love for him consumes her yet she need be strong she smiles while pretending she never loved him she has to be happy when she sees him smile at another she never shew signs of jealousy because she wanted him happy does what she wants really count? she hates herself for letting down her pride for letting him know how much she cares pain consumes her loneliness engulfs her she laughs in her tears like the sun during rain she promised herself never to love again "but why hurt myself for you" she said for someone who never looked at her who never considered her a woman she puts her pain and loneliness to work never to be hurt again by love she said to herself '' i am the most beloved of myself'' she affirmed goodbye to you. she is stronger than she appears she han...
...you're not too broken to be amended