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Most Beloved of Herself

He asked if she was okay what if she wasn't? was he going to have a change of heart? she laugh out for him to see but wept deep in her heart she tried so hard to forget him but remember him yet her love for him consumes her yet she need be strong she smiles while pretending she never loved him she has to be happy when she sees him smile at another she never shew signs of jealousy because she wanted him happy does what she wants really count? she hates herself for letting down her pride for letting him know how much she cares pain consumes her loneliness engulfs her she laughs in her tears like the sun during rain she promised herself never to love again "but why hurt myself for you" she said for someone who never looked at her who never considered her a woman she puts her pain and loneliness to work   never to be hurt again by love she said to herself '' i am the most beloved of myself'' she affirmed goodbye to you. she is stronger than she appears she han...

PUSH

  I'm sitting prepared to write. I know what I want, but yet I don't know what I want. I write about so many things but yet lacking. I write a poem yet still lacking but I can feel it, it's there inside of me but I couldn't bring it out. I'm pressing, I keep pressing. I'm pushing, i keep pushing like a woman in travail ready to bring forth her young I kept pushing.   Nothing comes easy, roses has thongs. The lotus grows in muddy waters but it isn't covered in mud. To activate a stronger and better us we need to push; to push against all odds, against all negativity even when others don't believe we can, we need to believe ourselves.   You can birth a new you You can win against all odds You can PUSH.

Get-Up

When a bowl is broken in Japan, it's put back together with the cracks filled with gold creating a beautiful lining. This emphasis the beauty in what was once broken. They believe that when something has suffered damage and has a history, it makes it more beautiful and that goes for us too. At one time in our life we must have felt lonely, dejected, broken or any other kind of struggles. This shouldn't determine the next phase of our life or how we should live our lives. Everything we've been through doesn't stop us from moving forward or achieving our goals instead it should propel or motivate us. The struggles we've been through adds more beauty to our lives. We shouldn't just remain stagnant but get up and show the world the stuff we are made of. We should proudly show the world our scars that is filled with gold. Turning something that is ugly into something beautiful and inspiring makes you a stronger person. If what you've been through is inspi...